Modifying how I use this. Not about followers, sorry, you lovely people, but myself.
Okay so I haven’t used tumblr properly for a while. ages intact. Somehow over the last 2-3 years I’ve had stuff to do, like A levels. Well now that they’re all out the way and I’ve got a year ahead of me at home + an art foundation course to attend to in the coming academic year, I thought I’d spend part of my time documenting thoughts and feelings about - well - life. Because lets face it - If I can’t find time to reflect and think during my gap year, when will I ever do it?
I get annoyed at times how sometimes quite deep thoughts that I get in my head can’t get recorded the moment I think them before I forget them and move onto the next thought. I’m sure I’m not alone in this. So I thought as a practise - I’d make a list of 10 consecutive thoughts to see if I can remember my thought processes better
I’m doing it this way (online) for at least 2 reasons:
1)Typing is faster than writing so hopefully I can keep up with my thoughts 2) Although writing in a paper diary/journal is nice and personal/private it can get a bit boring not sharing it with the world. Besides, sometimes its nice to know that someone somewhere might read this and I feel a bit more connected.
Okay here goes:
1) Internet at home is really slow..
2) a fraction of the speed (any slower and it’d be going backwards) at uni, but I can’t use it at UCA like a would here at home, like for example, browsing my dash
3) I don’t browse my dash anymore, oh the memories of finding inspiring beautiful pictures
4) watching Mary Berry’s Who Do You Think You Are earlier made you realise how soft we are today.. I mean people actually worked hard then, because they had no choice
5) I wish I was hard working like that and could feel proud of what I do
6) I don’t even know what I want my career to be.
7) I should look at my career thing report (can’t remember its name)
8) hmm.. what do I want to achieve by the end of this year? - merit grade in my foundation diploma - an established fitness regime - staple cookery skills including veggie and vegan dishes - a flattering and practical wardrobe, arranged properly. - travel to south america in the summer - jobs 4 money.
9) I’ll go on a run when I wake up tomorrow - get some air in my lungs and get my muscles moving, blood pumping.. If only I could keep this up for a decent time! That girl Kate I met earlier today goes to the gym 6 days a week and does high intensity training. My point is her build is reasonably similar to mine and I feel with a little - okay a lot of- effort I could get myself looking lean and mean like her. + her Michael Kors bag helps.,
10) God I’m jealous of that bag.
aaaand we’re done. yes I’m a complete scatter-brain. maybe in time I’ll get better at recording my thoughts in a more organised and easier to follow manner. night all
The intro cards for Futurama have always been one of my favorite parts of the show because people always talk about the old Simpson’s couch gag but this is just pure gold… I mean-
It goes from everything from
and then they made fun of how much everyone reacted to the the infamous ‘dead dog episode’ that I cried about…
